I have missed writing!
I missed all my readers!
Thank you for waiting on me.😌
The past couple of weeks have been a struggle for me. I’ve been trying to publish a post(because I need to post). But I noticed nothing comes to me when the time is not right. I have a lot of posts in my drafts..probably over a dozen unfinished posts. So when I couldn’t write anything, I thought to myself…oh let me just finish up one of these posts I’ve previously started. Finishing those posts were much tougher. Until I realized, all I needed was to write out something new.
So as I’m being lead, here it goes….
My life since my last post, has completely metamorphosed into something so beautiful. God’s timing truly is the best. He is never late, never early. And what I have learned is that He will always be there. Hebrews 13:5 For God has said “I will never leave you; I will never abandon you.”HCSB. Within weeks, He saw me through a period of depression to a period filled with immense, unexpected love and confidence. He’s placed me in the arms of people( I like to call angels) whose mission is to place a smile on my face always. He’s shown me that “…when the time is right, i the lord will make it happen” – Isaiah 60:22. And He has! I want to tell you all about it. Very soon!
I am very undeserving of all this love, but yet still He finds me worthy. The Times where I thought all hope was lost, He showed up with baskets of provision and encouragement for me. The Times where I was completely alone, He showed up for me and was my friend and guide.
I’ve lost a lot in this process, but I am reminded that not everyone is required to go on this journey with me. Not everyone can handle the anointing He has placed over my life. And like clockwork, He’s carefully pruned my life. Yes it hurt, but the joy and happiness I feel now overcompensates for the pain I felt.
You see, there is love and there is LOVE. God has shown me the latter, and I don’t ever want to experience less.
A year ago, everything was different. And now i lookback, i realize that a year can do a lot to a person.
So there’s a flower that grows in the darkness. It’s called “lirio de los valles”. It actually does better in the shade. It blooms in spite of the darkness. I(Judy) resemble that flower.
The past few months were probably the toughest in my life. But as God would have it, my paths crossed with this quote from one of my tv shows. The words of this quote describe me.(and maybe you too)
Tbh I have had a rough path my entire life, but on the other hand, I have blossomed greatly in this time. My favourite line from this quote is “it blooms in spite of the darkness.” Regardless of how dark it gets, I will still bloom.
I just wanted to share this with you all. God is up to something in our lives. Don’t sit around, get prepared!